SOOOO....

still nothing is going on for us in the adoption front.  Wow I can say I didn't think it would take THIS long.  They say it can but honestly I didn't believe them.  On the days where I get sad and depressed about it I just look and Mady and I know the reason it's taking so long is because God isn't sending us A baby.  He will send us OUR baby, just as he did with Mady.  That baby will be perfect in every way.  For some reason we have to wait but in the meantime I need to just enjoy every day with Mady.  She is growing up so fast and I really like this stage.  We laugh a lot!  So to keep myself optimistic I have to remind myself that soon, soon our perfect little baby will join our family.  Mady already has the babies ( yes she thinks we are getting 2 boys and 2 girls ) names picked, and there rooms, and she knows what things they will like to eat.  She is also just waiting...